My Life In This Dreamland...XoXo

Good Evening Earthlings

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 05:05:36 GMT

I have been non-existant for a while. Things have been going good for me though. I got a raise at the credit union. Woo hoo. I am enjoying my time here in Washington. I got to see my family about a month ago. It was a lot of fun. I have this weekend off. It is going to be about 75 degrees. YAY. Anywho I am outta here.

hmmm

Thu, 31 Jul 2003 03:00:40 GMT

ruff ruff. that is all i have to say. lmao. i am silly. i just wanted to update this darned thing with something dumb. i am exiting now...are you all happy? life in washington is fun. yup.

XoXo

Hell NO!!

Fri, 27 Jun 2003 02:01:48 GMT

No way would I do such a stupid thing!!

So ARgh

Wed, 21 May 2003 03:31:10 GMT

I feel so UGLY right about now.

I need to get PRETTY.

I do not feel like talking to anyone.

*SIGH*

XoXo

Not A Good Night So Far

Sun, 23 Mar 2003 00:34:29 GMT

Argh...I was just trying to do some cleaning in my freakin room and my dresser drawer was too packed and I pulled out the dresser and the freakin thing broke. ARgh. This totally freakin sucks. RAWR. I am so tired of being so cramped in here. I guess I will get rid of a lot of my stuff. Grrr...I feel like so crappy. Blah. I am mad at myself for breakin the dresser drawer off of the dresser. Silly me...Katie Silly I guess. Anywho. I am gonna just take a break and watch a movie or something...Either that or do some other stuff in here.

XoXo

Found This Interesting

Fri, 14 Mar 2003 02:54:42 GMT

There were coyotes just ten feet away from my parents bedroom this morning my mom told me. Crazy huh? I can now hear them howling further away from the house at the railroad tracks...My mom said that they prob think that our house is a playground or something...XoXo

Blah Blah Blah

Thu, 13 Mar 2003 00:29:32 GMT

I am in a weird mood now...lol...Just thinking stupid stuff...Anywho...I am outta here...XoXo

OUCH

Sat, 08 Mar 2003 20:48:42 GMT

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I just hurt my freakin right index finger on the washer. Damn I hurt. My finger is freakin swollen and all red. RAWR. I feel like I should never get near the washer again...

I must get some ice now to put on it...

First the old chocolate now this...

XoXo...

Blah

Wed, 05 Mar 2003 18:16:09 GMT

I feel so yucky today.

Argh. Sucks.

XoXo...

Gooey Darned Bacon

Wed, 05 Mar 2003 00:44:49 GMT

Okay...So it is getting to be close to 8 now and I am finally trying to make my dinner. My mom bought bacon from the wrong place and it is soooo stretchy...and so gooey. Yikes! I think that I am going to get a complex over all this. It is currently in the micro cooking. Hmmmm...micro noise saying that I need to check on it now. Okay...almost done. I guess since it is thin sliced I will not need to cook it for long...micro sound again. I hope that the bacon does not burn or I will be hella mad. lol...YAY. It did not burn. hehehe...I now have a bacon sandwich sitting in front of me. Hmmm...The last time I had a bacon sandwich was with Renee...thinking back...Well off to eating now...

XoXo...

4 Day's Away

Tue, 11 Feb 2003 02:34:15 GMT

What are your plans in four days...All answers would be coolio.

XoXo...

Oops

Sun, 09 Feb 2003 16:13:00 GMT

Me missed Church again...Two weeks in a row...What a slacker I am...Hmmmm...

XoXo...

So Silly

Fri, 07 Feb 2003 03:14:14 GMT

Me so silly...and happy...and hmmmm...

I am totally great. Although work is going crazy!!

It is all good though cause I am a woman hear me RAWR...

Peace out...

XoXo...

YAY

Tue, 04 Feb 2003 02:16:29 GMT

I Am So Happy

Chocolate...It Does The Body Gooood

Mon, 03 Feb 2003 19:46:58 GMT

I am in love with chocolate ice cream...

I am getting some now actually...

Anyone want some???

XoXo...

Almost Valentine's Day

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 19:47:15 GMT

I am saddened...

I will probably spend Valentine's Day by myself...

Anyone wanna be my Valentine?

XoXo...

Tiredness

Sat, 01 Feb 2003 15:52:46 GMT

I went to bed around a little after 1am this morning...I just woke up a bit ago and I am still tired. Too bad I did not work at the bank today...lol...If I would have I would not be so lazy around the house!! Oh wells...its all good right?

Hmmm...What to do today though? *Evil Grin*...just kidding. I really do not have anything planned...so far.

Well...I better get some laundry and cleaning done!! Woo hoo for me...

XoXo...

Tiredness

Fri, 31 Jan 2003 01:06:55 GMT

Me so lazy...I mean I have no strength...I hope that I am not getting that darned sickness that is going around!!

It feels as though someone has drained all the blood outta my body and replaced it with oatmeal...You know how heavy feeling oatmeal is right? lol...Well...Anywho.

XoXo...

Icicle World

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 23:08:38 GMT

Living this life in a cold cold world...

Cold cold people...

I am trying to warm up...

So many distractions...

So much fear and hate...

So much backstabbing going on...

Sick of it...

I need to escape...

Escape to another world...

One that is not so cold...

One that is not so full of hate...

Take me there...

XoXo...

Happiness

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 00:12:49 GMT

Only YOU can make yourself happy...

You can not wait for others to bring you up outta your sadness...

Do not expect much outta people...

XoXo...

Tired

Tue, 28 Jan 2003 02:49:04 GMT

Right now I am tired...I went to be around 8pm cause I had a bad headache...but now I am sorta blah or something...

XoXo...

* "Super Goal Sunday" *

Sun, 26 Jan 2003 15:35:21 GMT

Today is the big day...The day where hundreds of thousands of millions watch the big Super Bowl...Although a great thought occured to me last night as I was driving home...What about Super Goal Sunday?

Think of it...You are in the game...Playing out your *GOALS* in life...2 refs are on seperate *SIDELINES*...All the players are in the field...The refs are the ones judging you and every move in your life...The players are the ones that are getting in your way...

Two different teams...The God Team and The satan Team...Need I not capitalize satan because he is not important at all...

I know this sounds deep but work with me here...

What team would you want to be on? The one that wins only with the glory of God or the one that tries to win with only cheating and sinning? You know exactly what one that is...need I say it not...

All of us on Earth *FUMBLE*...We drop the things that are most important to our lives. Yet we get back up and go for the *GOAL*...The one big thing that we have our mind set on...Which is Heaven...Some people have their mind set on the wrong *GOAL*...The one that brings them down not up...

All of us *TACKLE*...We grab at the wrong things in life sometimes. If we are living our life the right way we should ask for forgiveness and apologize for what wrongs we have done...

What we should do is *TACKLE* our *GOALS* go for the right ones that will make us happier people in the end...

Here is the *GAME PLAN*...God is the *COACH*...He IS the one that you want to follow...

He is calling a *TIME OUT*...A *TIME OUT* with him to pray for our loved ones and to pray that we win this game of life...To reach our *GOALS* and to ask him into our heart...

Here is the other game plan...satan is the *COACH*...He IS NOT the one that you want to follow...

He is calling a *TIME OUT*...A time out to destroy the world...To cheat and sin...To make everyone around us unhappy and to not share the love of God with others...

So are you going to go for the ultimate *TOUCHDOWN*...The right one with God?

Think about this...Think of it not just as Super Bowl Sunday...But Super Goal Sunday...

XoXo...

Some Things

Sun, 26 Jan 2003 05:12:27 GMT

In life there are some things that you have to give up in order to make you a better person...

You have to let go of all the crazy things that are bringing you down...

Only you can change yourself...

Listening to others helps but all and all you are the one person that is in control of what you have destined for your life...

In the end though...it is all up to you...

YOU

XoXo...

Long Day

Fri, 24 Jan 2003 23:58:15 GMT

Today was a long day. I am just bored now at home. I have not really gone out all week long. Not even to work out. I just have not been in the mood to even do it!! ARgh. It is all good though I guess. I just hate this time of the year with all the coldness. I wish that we could have it be one temperature all year long. That would totally kick ass. Well...I am going to get outta here...

Maybe I shall get high on life...

XoXo...

You

Fri, 24 Jan 2003 00:36:38 GMT

You live your life...

You strive to succeed...

You want to please everyone around you that you meet...

You fall to hard...

You then get hurt...

Your heart is crying out for help...

You look around...there is nobody there...

You found that everyone that cared...Does NOT care...

You try to move on...Yet it is hard...

You brush your tears and seal up your broken heart...

You want to now remain a mystery...Although you want to patch things up with your misery...

You live life a day one step at a time...Although it is hard but not a crime...

You think back and wonder how time does fly...What happened to the old days...The ones that did not make you cry...

You are all alone...All All Alone...

You are the only one that cares...

XoXo...

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My Life In This Dreamland...XoXo

Good Evening Earthlings

*hmmm*

Hell NO!!

*So ARgh*

*Not A Good Night So Far*

*Found This Interesting*

*Blah Blah Blah*

*OUCH*

*Blah*

*Gooey Darned Bacon*

*4 Day's Away*

*Oops*

*So Silly*

*YAY*

*Chocolate...It Does The Body Gooood*

*Almost Valentine's Day*

*Tiredness*

*Tiredness*

*Icicle World*

*Happiness*

*Tired*

* "Super Goal Sunday" *

*Some Things*

*Long Day*

*You*

hmmm

So ARgh

Not A Good Night So Far

Found This Interesting

Blah Blah Blah

OUCH

Blah

Gooey Darned Bacon

4 Day's Away

Oops

So Silly

YAY

Chocolate...It Does The Body Gooood

Almost Valentine's Day

Tiredness

Tiredness

Icicle World

Happiness

Tired

Some Things

Long Day

You